still jonesin'

I've not had sugar since 1/5/12, but the craving still there. It's mostly dormant, until I drove past Bess' today. There's a girl there named Robin, and she bakes the best damn Hershey Kiss cookies ever!! I struggled to pass it by. My minds eye envisioning the little tan and brown delights, so sweet, so delicious! I had to focus, really focus on the memory of neck pain, on the degradation of my muscles, and on the knowledge of the devastating effects of sugar. It didn't make it easier to pass by Bess', but it made it possible. Possible is the most I can ask for.